Rain, rain..where are you?!

I want it to be the rainy season again so bad. Last week we had a few days of overcast and rain.. but it was such a tease. Our typical southern California weather was back in action after a short little break. I don't know what it is about the rain that makes me so excited. Maybe it's jumping in the puddles, laying in bed and listening to the rain drops hit the window, and the CUTE accessories. I recently discovered these Hunter rain boots. They come in a ton of colors and are only $125! And the best part about these little babies are the changeable socks you can put in them. Aren't they adorable?!

Get them here.

Its my birthday, bitch.

I can't believe I'm 23. It feels so.. old. I'm in the state of mind right now where I do not..I repeat.. do NOT want to grow up. I want to be like Peter and the lost boys and just stay young forever.


Please and thank you?

Work, work and more work

All I do these days is work. I'm on the sixth day of my nine day work streak. I really don't enjoy when scheduling does this to me. Then they have me closing a whole bunch. It's not amusing. I love my job, I really do. But I want some stability.

I found the reason to be team Jacob.

This one is for Kevin :)

I mean... I would date me.

Its always THAT one guy. You know, the one who makes your stomach turn, your head spin, and your heart jump? I swear I jump the gun when it comes to relationships. Its not like I need to be in one... I don't. But I do like the idea of stability and know where a relationship stands. The current is one that drives me up the walls and sends me into straight-jacket feeling. I'm absolutely infatuated with him. I think he's this wonderful human being, who can do so much and get so far in life. If only he would fucking see it too. He swears up and down that the world hates him. And I try (I reeeeally do) to be patient with his half-empty attitude. But sometimes a girl can only do so much for someone before she wants to feel a little appreciated.

Am I wrong?

I need to focus on me I guess. Just for the time being. I hate saying it; I feel so selfish. But seriously, I need "me" time.

“Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging, and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that’s just fabulous.”

— Carrie Bradshaw, Sex and the City

My Scattered Life

Why hello there blogger.
So I have decided to start this in hopes of staying more connected with family, friends, and myself. Lately life has been a little hectic and I need an outlet to get my mind off of things. I find it kind of amusing how I've suddenly found no desire to grow up. I's 22 and feel like its the worst age. Everyone always expects so much from you. All I want to do is wake up early on Saturday mornings to watch cartoons, make daisy necklaces at the park, and play with my little ponies. Why cant I?!